I started this tumblr when I was ill, A bad depressive episode, with anxiety and suicidal ideation.
Now those posts are kind of to encourage me I'm getting better. I have lately ranted about other things on my mind, The abortion debate in Ireland, Adult life and how scary it is, my recovery from depression, and my musings on feminism as I come to term with my gender and how I relate to it.
I'm really interested is psychology and mental illness, and want to learn about it on a person level. My own extended family and family history is scattered with depression, suicide, bipolar, schizophrenia, autism, self harm etc etc.
So for example it may seem really weird im interested in suicidology, or Eating disorders. I just find the better understand something I can make it less scary, and interact with it without getting overwhelmed. The knowledge Ive gained often from lovely people un tumblr I find is whats helped me to keep my own feelings in check, to remember that suicidal feelings will pass, or that restricting food is not a path I want to go down.
I will talk about my opinion on things, and try my best to help others. For a while now, I've had this compulsion to reach out to other people online, I can relate, I just want to help them the way i wish someone helped me.
the previous description was this:
The ramblngs that need to come out when your head is so full of fog. The things that need to be said so badly it hurts. The things no one wants to admit they feel.